You can't always have what you want - especially when you don't know what you want

Do I? Do any of us?

Fear not.

Being aware of our mind and feelings is the most crucial thing, but becoming aware of it is not so easy to achieve.

In case we do really have a choice to go back and change route of our lives will we be willing to do it? To risk what we gained in this life for a mirrage of getting more? What are the chances of climbing higher?

I really don't know but I am still looking for my:

"Single day, washed in sun light,
just one ordinary day"