wtorek, 8 października 2024

Journal Log 8th of October...

 The autumn is here - and i feel like autumn myself - everything is falling down, and is just murky and dark. 


I just struggle to survive day after day - not going into details, topics that i cannot control, but at the same time i know that this is the only way we can have at all any influence on the things arround us - so the question is how to involve oneself - should we at all interviene or let it go - let it slip. and just watch projects crumbling down around us. 


This seems to be the motif of my life at least last couple of years - when i am the one that is mostly pushing toward the order in the ocean of chaos... that is not the best situation... i should not be responsible for restoring order in the chaos of our situation... this will not end up well...

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