stay calm stay positive

Sometimes it feels like everything falls on me - despite the fact that i am the one that is busy most of the day - while the rest of the "squad" is not - playing, having fun outside, shoping, meeting people, riding somewhere i do not even know where... 

It is hard for me to stay positive - keep on smiling - while i think this is the only way to go. Will not be able to change anything, will not be able to improve - will only be able to destroy the rest of neutral atmosphere... so... the only way to go is to ...

"And I keep on smiling

Keep on moving
Can't stand still"

Sometimes it is just better - still thinking - if you cannot change anything, and the only outcome you might expect is everything getting worse - than - just