For last two weeks I am trying to upgrade to a new version of myself.
I was confronted with opinion that I am the worst person as to handle other human being (as well in private or corpo life).
Strange as it may sound it was not the first signs of lighting. Other thing that it was brought to me with some examples and as such critic was upgraded and shaped into constructive rather than destructive.
As I am aware of such my behaviour it is nothing new to me, but this time it created rather great pressure on myself. Now not trying to conceal mistake and misbehaviour on my way to become a social animal.
I was sure that I need to start something new in clean environment but I realized that I was under false impression. Without changing my attitude my starting fresh will fail even faster.
Here and from about 14 days I am building new me. Just I am not sure what will come from this change.
The worst part of it is that noone is supporting me in such upgrade, and with now one holding my hand it is the most scary thing to do. But something that has to be done.
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